When you create the scenario in your brain, you're absolutely fabulous.
You're looking absolutely gorgeous, saying all the correct very witty things, giggling & dazzling all in attendance.
I am quite sure, however, that there is someone from my past who will not only never speak to me again, but would probably hide if they saw me coming.
I'm good at being myself. As soon as I get nervous and try to "act" like something - I'm a total freak. Yeah, I don't know what that was all about, or where that freak came from - but she was out in full force.
If you're someone worth hanging out with, you'll stick around to know who this freak really is.
She's just me...Someone who's trying to be the best mommy and wife, friend, employee, chief cook & bottle washer as possible...and still have fun and be me.
I will be hangin' out my freak flag - high & proud.
You could love & accept me for who I am - or rock on...
Whatever works for you.